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Birth stuff:
Our Birth Plan
Fertility stuff:
My TCOYF chart
My Fertility Friend chart
2002-11-17 - 11:16 a.m. - Cycle day: 35
The HPT was negative.
I took it at about 7 am and then went back to bed. I dreamed three different dreams wherein I checked back on the test and found that it was positive. No such luck in reality, though.
I've never cried over a pregnancy test result before. Now I'm not sure how I'll stop.
Just to further mess with my head, my temps skyrocketed today. My period doesn't seem to be anywhere in sight. I don't even know what to think about that. It makes me angry and depressed.
The Husband is trying his best to console me, and I do appreciate the effort, but he clearly doesn't understand how this makes me feel. He keeps saying "We'll just keep trying" and then doesn't understand why that makes me sob. I'm so tired of trying. Trying is breaking my heart.
