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2002-11-16 - 4:36 p.m. - Cycle day: 34

Tomorrow's the day. I've managed to last several days without using the last HPT, but I'm going to have to face it down tomorrow. It will be either 14 or 16 days past ovulation, depending on which calculation you trust (I'm going with 16). I'll be using a test that's supposed to measure a positive 4 days before a period is due, so sensitivity shouldn't be an issue. If I'm pregnant, I really should get a positive.

Which scares the hell out of me. It's easy to test when the result can't really be trusted, but that time has passed. After two weeks of feeling so strange and being 90% confident that I'm pregnant, a negative result would hurt me. Deeply.

I'm testing on a Sunday so The Husband will be around and we an have the day to deal with whatever result we get.

Did I mention that I'm scared? I'm very scared. Wish us well.

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