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2002-11-14 - 4:28 p.m. - Cycle day: 32
Yes, it's me again. Sorry for the barrage of entries this week, but I'm having a lot of trouble focusing on much else. I keep going back and forth between my chart and various message boards, wondering why I haven't gotten a positive HPT result yet. I of course went and ripped into the two-pack of First Response tests I bought yesterday, despite the fact that they have the exact same sensitivity level as the test I already took and failed yesterday morning. So now I'm down to one expensive drugstore test, and I'm trying to restrain myself from taking it until at least Sunday, which would be 16 days past (theoretical) ovulation.
I'm dreading a scenario wherein my period doesn't come, but I keep testing negative, therefore proving that I didn't even ovulate this cycle. I'd feel like a complete fool. My hopes have been so high for the last two weeks. And I really don't want to increase my Clomid dosage. My deep gratitude to Dawn, though, for informing me that she didn't get a positive HPT result until 19 dpo. I really needed to hear that, because I keep reading about women who tested positive at 11 or 12 dpo and it was pushing me towards despair.
Things are so out of my control right now, and I think that's what's really unsettling me. There's nothing I can do to make things turn out the way I want them. Other than all that positive attitude crap, I guess. Whatever.
